It's been a crazy few months in the 7th House homestead. My "full time" job is becoming more hassle than the pay is worth. While I can't yet support us with my birthy jobs, I can't let them fall by the wayside. So I work twice as hard as most folk, while trying to finish my A.A. and maintain a relationship with my new husband.
What a ride!
Transitioning from being An Employee of a Large Company to a self-employed woman is such a scary prospect. Having the comfort of knowing I have an income and health insurance is wonderful, but it comes with the price of being treated poorly with little to no recourse. Being my own boss and doing something I love comes with a cost as well - knowing that if I don't throw my all into it, I won't make enough money to support my family. It will have to be done sooner or later, and I keep telling myself, "Like a bandaid - do it quick and it won't hurt so badly!" But I'm still nervous... Yeesh. I'll get there soon. Until then...
I'll treat myself kindly, work toward my goals and know that some day this will all have been worth it!
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